[11:25pm]



Feel very tired today during work, was in a daze lolx...

"Trust is the road to happiness." and "Obstacles is what I needa overcome."
Simple sentences but they may be hard to implement sometimes i guess? I have to remind myself of this sentences everytime. Jiayou sayLEE! I know you can do it! I've made many mistakes and dun wanna go wrong anymore. The love is something hard to come by and I dun wanna lose it too.
It was my part for being not understanding... Really regretted for the thing I said and do. 3 years already why am I still lyk this? I needa change badly... This has caused my baby to suffer too... Dun wanna see him suffer... And as I typed this I shedding tears too... This post is filled with feelings... I'm really sorry...
I've not yet completed many things with you... The Singapore Flyer, prawning, overseas trip together, sleepover, ur 21st b'dae, many many more things... How abt being my groom too... I wanna do all these badly... In order to achieve all these u've to be more understaning alrite saylee... dun hurt no one no more...
you can do it rite saylee...

Lastly sorry to my baby... Really regretted my actions and hurt you... Didn't want things to turn out this way... I really miss the time when I go ur hse for dinner everyday... but cos of work I can't... miss you calling "Girl, help me on the computer.", "Girl, help me take rice,", "Girl, help me take one more bowl of soup pls, followed by a wide smile from you.", "Check whether today got tea anot.", "Girl, accompany me slp can..." miss them... I really really miss them and I dun wanna lose it... Really really dun wanna lose them... I miss the 7th month dinners which we had... Esp that one which we went along together... I really felt lyk ur married woman, attending the neighbourhood's dinner... It was really fun... I miss seating beside ur driver seat... helping you in whatever I can. Wish to sit there forever...
I want many many of all these to come...
I'm really sorry baby...
I miss the good ole times...

I love you.