Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind.


Tuesday, July 15, 2014

[1:38pm]

It's been quite some time since I update this little space of mine hehex. So it means how busy I was ok... (Not really actually) XD

Had a simple celebration of our birthdays and also our 7th Anniversary during June and July respectively. Time REALLY REALLY flies and we've come this far. So glad to know him and I'm contented with my love life now hahahax. *inserts shy face* LOLX!!!

Although I'm done with my academic for now, I felt so so so troubled for the past few days. Mainly because I have my TP on Monday (14/7) and work supposed to start officially today. To me, they are lyk two of the most important events in my life right now because they're definitely gonna affect me both emotionally and financially. There were times when I really dread going for driving lessons because I really lacked confident in it. And just before my TP, I had an additional lesson with my instructor because he sees that I really needed it. And I didn't do well during that last lesson. I was demoralised really, almost wanna cry in the toilet when TP is just less than 15 minutes. If I were to fail my TP, I'm gonna take practical lessons again and yea, gonna waste my parents (dad's expecially) money again. I went to the waiting room and shortly, the tester came in and called my name. My TP started 10 minutes earlier and I wasn't mentally prepared yet but pass or fail I know I still had to do it. Thank god really thank god I passed my TP (in my first attempt yea!) Again, I almost wanna cry when the tester passed me my results aft the debrief. Gave the tester a handshake and I thank him really hard lolx!!!
Later on in the evening, my HR called and she rmb I had my TP! So nice of her to ask me how was it and so on. And then informed me that I'll start working on thurs instead. I was feeling glad actually because I just finished seeing the doc when she called which means I can have more rest and hopefully to recover before work starts. It is my very first full-employment and I'm excited yet a little afraid cos I dunno how working full-time would be lyk. I think sometimes I just lyk to stress myself too much and think too much till sleeping late.

Next on will be the graduation ceremony on August! Quite excited for it and hope my parents can make it! Really wanna thank them for supporting me both emotionally and financially. Although I sometimes can't seem to express myself openly I hope they can feel it... Now, I finally got the chance to earn money and help a little in the household I hope it'd lighten everyone's pocket in a way or another! <3 p="">
And ahh my dental... It's been more than 2 years and I can't remove my braces yet what... And now it's gonna eat into my work commitment. Just hope that everything will goes well and pls remove my braces soon!

My heart feels really light and good after typing  a lengthy piece over here hahahax. Hope everyone is doing well with their lives too! Cheers~! =D