First of all, i'm not feeling good now...

Alrite, went to bee's hse this morning. Bathed wuguis and they were scratching me here and dere... -.-''' Ya they've grown really big now and i'm lazy to bluetooth it to my com and post it up here. Hubby has a sexy Muay Thai pants with a sexy Levis boxer wearing inside. Had dou hua at his hse and was surprised i wasn't feeing very hungry aft that. I learnt that i must be careful when sleeping cos there might be a possibility that a highly dangerous punch of hand will come aft me. -.-''' PLS, do not watch fighting stuffs den go slp ok...
Met Becca at 5+ and had my lunch at KFC. Somehow it became my dinner... I guess i needa lose weight anyway... Went home at 11+ and here i'm blogging...

From this moment, wad i'm writing is what i'm feeling now...
I noe it's not easy to stop... I noe u tried not to do it infront of me. But in my mind i noe wad u think. I noe it's irresistable but it's harmful... Everytime i see it or even noe it, it's killing me... i even thought of jumping down to see wad u're doing... But i didn't, i dun wish to leave so early... i hope that remedials and remedials can occupy my mind but when night falls and it's time to turn in, i'll just kp thinking of it... cos it has become a fact that would just kp on appearing on my mind... I've already thot of my advance b'dae wish, but it'd be hard to come through... i really feel very... helpless... no matter how much i cry things will still be the same. my grandma died of that and i dun wish to see the same thing to happen to my love one either... i dun mind to even shorten my life in order to see my wish come through... cos birthdays are nth...

Anyway, Benson Heng Jing Jue, I Love You! I've nv been so serious in a relationship before... u just made me feel the seriousness... I Love You once again. It'd be FOREVER...! Just call me for Ice Vanilla Latte alrite? =)
And, all the best for ur exams!!! Muacks!

I'm not feeling well now, hope can survive for tmr's remedials till 4:30...
Thanks Becca for sending me home...

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